Hey guys this may be long so listen up! , over the past year of quitting Msp has been the worse year of my life I have been told to kill my self repeatedly I have been confused with my sexual life and here is the point where I have nobody to speak to but you guys. While I left MSP I was playing minecraft with my friends ( what a big mistake ) for along time they dissapeard so I had to find new friends it was hard for me to fit in as being adopted effects people , anyways I tried as best as I could to fit in but people where just mean so I started to fight back as a normal human would but the time on MC got worse and worse but I didn't let it break me down , after that I made a few friends yet again I lost them . People really hated me and I got so much hate but that didn't break me as I was thinking about suicide I told my best friend Josh ... Josh was arragont and wanted to be one of those cool kids so he used it against me and told me things like self harming my self jumping of a bridge slowly painfully dying in a corner after that I became suicidal but to push it even more Josh made his BFF buddy turn on me and hate me after all I did for buddy he betray me ..
My type
People say I'll be a lesbian when I'm older but when I was 11 I did like girl aswell as guys and it crushed me I was confused with a lot of things after a lot of thinking And a lot of reevaluating my life I realised I'm bisexual and I just want love if it's from a girl or a guy because being adopted is where your real parents kinda neglect you don't love you and that's basically my whole life story but as long as I have some love I'm fine
My Religion
People think I'm truly evil but that's not the case I'm an atheist I do not believe in god if I did I would rely on the non human you call God to make my life not so screwed up here's a little bit about atheism
- Atheism is not a disbelief in gods or a denial of gods; it is a lack of belief in gods. Older dictionaries define atheism as "a belief that there is no God."
